Chaos of the Mind

I live surrounded by chaos.

Chaos of clutter, chaos of the mind, chaos that comes with being a parent.

My mind is constantly running a hundred miles an hour. Thoughts and fears and plans and worries. Trying to remember everything I need to do. Trying to plan for every circumstance. Trying not to overthink every small detail of what has happened and what could happen.

My life feels so up and down, surrounded by so many pitfalls and walls I have to overcome. Constant chaos that wears me down.

I want to streamline. My life, my home, my mind. Try and create some calm amongst the storm inside. It’s hard. I try every day and the pain and the fatigue wear me down as well and its like I’m just treading water. Never really getting anywhere.

I have so much to do and so very few spoons to achieve it.

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